fuck it...today, we barely even chat..

of coz i felt very free...but fuck it, rather than studying, i spent the whole day going online...

whatever...

but this morning i woke up around 3 a.m. cuz of the mosquito bites...screw mosquitoes...

i listened to the a7x's seize the day....and the video clip really makes me misses my bf fucking lots!!!!

aargh, i know, i hate to read cursing words too...what's wrong with me...aargh..

i cried twice, but i dont think me missing him is the super-main reason ...it's the suffering thati imagined for the girl...idk why, i always look for ways towards unhappiness...

the best part in a song or a music video is when the guy(usually an army,or old couple) goes away and never returns...breaking all the girl's hopes and dreams...see, i always look for emo thingy...aargh....what's with me..

i hadn't been doing this for quite some time...i dowanna get emo again,esp when my happy life is here...haiyo!!