Forbidden Love

My boyfriend and I had been together for 3 years now..
He is everything that I or any other girl wanted..
PERFECT!!!
He's good looking, super kind, super caring, calls me daily, loves me to an extent he almost committed suicide (my love isn't bothered by that), never forget to tell me he loves me even for a second..
any girl would have really go crazy for him.

He's too perfect to describe..
He never says No to any of my request, and is not really a social guy, especially among the girls..

All my boy friends are into flirting around and doesn't have that responsibility and the independence from their peer.
Bear(i shall call him Bear) is very different from them..

as I kept repeating on and on again, he's THE PERFECT GUY for Salmon(I shall call myself Salmon)
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I had a crush for this one (other) guy since 3 years ago, a bit longer than the time I was in love with Bear.
He scored ZERO in my list of ideal boyfriend, yet I'm so attached to him.
I admire his superiority and his intelligence and determination in getting something.
I just love him.
He's a total opposite of Bear. Most obvious is that, he's very social with the girls and the girls often talk about him.
the problem is, my thumping heart feels like exploding each time i hear the girls talk about that Forward (i suppose this is his name) guy.

I thought I had finally be able to forget him and move on with Bear. But one day, he text me saying we were going to the same college..
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Here, now, i see him daily, and the effort that I made to forget him was to no avail. all of a sudden, my feeling for him grows stronger and my jealousy heightens when my own bestfriend (Mango) who always thinks that every guy who comes close to her or who plays around, or maybe just simply said hello to her as her admirer..that is a super problem..worst is, she could approach them.

So, the other day, Forward came into the college mini store to get the fresh air with some of our boy friends. Mango was there. and unfortunately, Mango thought that Forward was approaching her..
As her best friend, I listened to her excitements, each and every one of them and gave + response all the time..
when Mango told me about Forward, my mind was really perturbed.

I had to forget him.. I JUST KNOW THAT I HAVE TO FORGET MY LOVE AND PASSION TOWARDS HIM, I just don't know how or should I even try to forget him??

Idk...i'm just too confused, and lost